tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84959341877652051902011-07-09T01:28:12.038+08:00Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.comBlogger1591100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-69033823274566735672010-02-03T17:17:00.002+08:002010-06-13T19:27:37.961+08:00<a href="http://opposing-fate-creating-reality.blogspot.com/">http://opposing-fate-creating-reality.blogspot.com/</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6903382327456673567?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-77649258837218492272009-12-12T22:40:00.002+08:002009-12-12T22:42:49.917+08:003 mre days to ee ling birthday<div>so long nvr blog le</div><div>anyway i dun bother abt it</div><div>noboby comes in anyway</div><div>so why the fk i update it</div><div>for some silly ppl meh</div><div>recently seriously too lazy to study</div><div>nvr even study</div><div>been sick since i came back from shanghai</div><div>the medicine doesn;t work</div><div>so dun eat even btr</div><div>wan to start studying</div><div>but dun have the heart to do so</div><div>juz feel like giving</div><div>taking the first step</div><div>seem so difficult</div><div>and passing my O level </div><div>seems so distant</div><div>an impossible dream</div><div>wat is my L1R5 now</div><div>cant even get into a poly</div><div>let alone say a JC</div><div>maybe ITE oso dun accept lor</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7764925883721849227?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-46565068858886133842009-12-04T20:11:00.001+08:002009-12-04T20:12:55.264+08:00wanted to go exercising in the morning<div>but juz too lazy to wake up</div><div>dun have the determination to do so</div><div>then wanted to do hw</div><div>or revision</div><div>agn</div><div>the same thing happen</div><div>i juz dun feel like doing anything</div><div>then went to see doctor</div><div>during the trip</div><div>there is an infection on my face</div><div>and now there is something like a tumour out of my face</div><div>super gross</div><div>and i hate tis world</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4656506885888613384?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-64578595179796716782009-12-03T23:55:00.001+08:002009-12-03T23:56:19.735+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">for some reason</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i feel better now</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">there is calmness in me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">and it is time to start my plan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">firstly</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i plan to slim down</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">secondly</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i plan to be the second person who rise back to star agn</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6457859517979671678?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-8017745121620446192009-12-02T12:42:00.002+08:002009-12-02T12:46:30.324+08:00Solemn<div>Hatred</div><div>has overwhelmed</div><div>making me unable to breathe</div><div>each breath </div><div>slower and harder</div><div>darkness has taken over my world</div><div>lost the light</div><div>to go thru the tunnel</div><div>now being so lost</div><div>being so cold</div><div>no ppl to offer me warmth</div><div>agn i am stuck here</div><div>although i say i hate her</div><div>although i badmouth her</div><div>but it realli hurts to do tis</div><div>miss her a lot</div><div>she was the first person i trust</div><div>the only person</div><div>who was able to make me quit gang</div><div>and study hard</div><div>simply say</div><div>she was my everything</div><div>without her i am nth</div><div>and she would nt know</div><div>as she does nt bother knowing abt me</div><div>when will tis pain ever end</div><div>everlasting pain</div><div>or eternal death</div><div>i am juz nth now</div><div>i tried to forget</div><div>but if she was so easily forgotten</div><div>she would nt be her</div><div>she is the special one</div><div>nvr to erased from someone existence that easily</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-801774512162044619?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-92153417987298025352009-12-01T23:55:00.003+08:002009-12-02T00:02:33.818+08:00ppl<div>i am back from study trip</div><div>isn;t all of tis type of trip supposed to be happy?</div><div>but when i came back</div><div>i was filled with solemn</div><div>filled with hatred</div><div>the world</div><div>has darkened once agn</div><div>and evil is slowly taking over</div><div>u were the one</div><div>who told me to unlocked the chain in me</div><div>and u were oso the one</div><div>who chained it up on me agn</div><div>isn;t it contradicting</div><div>and everybody</div><div>is making it </div><div>as if it is my fault</div><div>and use it to kao bei</div><div>but is tis right in the first place</div><div>it is so wrong</div><div>maybe we both tink we are right</div><div>but actually we are both wrong</div><div>but nobody realize it</div><div>we are totally overwhelmed by it</div><div>cant distinguish between right and wrong</div><div>darkness or light</div><div>it has totally overwhelmed us isn;t it</div><div>my hatred</div><div>my solemn</div><div>has bore another evil in me</div><div>which was nt present</div><div>and i feel so guilty</div><div>abt the evil that was bore within me</div><div>those words of harshness</div><div>insults</div><div>it was simply unacceptable</div><div>but i juz could nt control</div><div>i had to scold it out</div><div>tense up the surroundings</div><div>i realli didn;t wan to do tis</div><div>but to me</div><div>i felt abandoned</div><div>and i hate the feeling</div><div>although</div><div>it was said that</div><div>she felt the solemn</div><div>but i will nvr be able to understand her form of solemn</div><div>nor will she be able to understand my solemn</div><div>guess things have to end here</div><div>but i realli couldn't bear to let it go</div><div>it is a pity</div><div>so many turbulence</div><div>we had to overcome</div><div>so many days we spent tgh</div><div>it is such a pity</div><div>my door forever locked</div><div>and now added with a extra chain</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-9215341798729802535?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-77257891558039243642009-11-20T15:36:00.003+08:002009-11-20T15:44:15.332+08:00人生总是过得那么快<div>不知不觉地就过了那么多年了</div><div>但是我还是忘不了当时所发生的事</div><div>为什们开心的事就那么容易忘记</div><div>而不开心的事总是在你脑中</div><div>人的世界是多么的神奇</div><div>又是那么的明亮</div><div>又是又是那么的黑暗</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7725789155803924364?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-13622706743004820442009-11-19T23:55:00.001+08:002009-11-19T23:55:32.601+08:00lol useless ppl<div>all scolding us</div><div>nt even fit to</div><div>juz mad dogs barking</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1362270674300482044?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-72640586277272772972009-11-18T18:34:00.001+08:002009-11-18T18:36:11.561+08:00todae<div>feeling so peaceful</div><div>for some reason</div><div>and shanghai trip getting nearer</div><div>our things are almost done</div><div>except the performance</div><div>nid to come back everyday for it</div><div>realli sian isn;t it</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7264058627727277297?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-70567615669910832962009-11-17T20:29:00.001+08:002009-11-17T20:31:03.527+08:00feeling so frustrated todae<div>i dun noe juz why</div><div>felt very angry</div><div>stupid</div><div>watever negative thing u can say</div><div>and todae went to chinatown point </div><div>oso wasted</div><div>to everybody</div><div>pls evacuate the building</div><div>stupid isn;t it</div><div>todae realli so tired tired</div><div>juz wan to sleep forever</div><div>afterall</div><div>when 1 is sleeping</div><div>we tend to forget everything</div><div>but i cant get to sleep </div><div>HOW HOW HOW???</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7056761566991083296?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-45520484285409676712009-11-16T21:20:00.001+08:002009-11-16T21:23:16.965+08:00was it sympathy?<div>why do i feel tis way</div><div>nvr had it happen before</div><div>and the person</div><div>was nt who i expected</div><div>anyway todae star ended okay</div><div>juz needed to add new things in it</div><div>aren't things messy</div><div>say dun put oso teacher</div><div>say put oso teacher</div><div>aren't they contradicting themselves</div><div>then went to KFC</div><div>then went to orchard there</div><div>indian embassy</div><div>so glad she can go</div><div>she so demoralised </div><div>then dun wan go</div><div>cuz nid $300</div><div>but in the end</div><div>everything juz turn out fine</div><div>sometimes</div><div>we cant tink negative</div><div>nt all things will go wrongly</div><div>believe in it</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4552048428540967671?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-38794511941877147892009-11-15T22:41:00.001+08:002009-11-15T22:49:55.512+08:00todae<div>realli tiring day</div><div>whole day</div><div>was at sharlene hse doing shanghai ppt</div><div>and the 3 girls todae</div><div>was unexpected than before</div><div>last time while we were doing</div><div>they were watching comedy</div><div>tis time they were watching</div><div>HORROR</div><div>and they gt so freak out by it</div><div>my logic is</div><div>if i get freak out</div><div>i wont watch</div><div>otherwise ltr at nite cant sleep</div><div>so ee min was so freak out</div><div>that she even nid ppl to accompany her to the toilet</div><div>pants nt properly zipped come out</div><div>lol</div><div>gt so freak out by the noises i make</div><div>pro aren't i</div><div>while going home</div><div>had to went down</div><div>girls get freak out oso</div><div>anyway i admit it</div><div>if it was tis dark</div><div>and some1 did tis to me</div><div>i would probably get freak out oso</div><div>so no big deal</div><div>everybody</div><div>would get freak out at some pt of time</div><div>nobody is perfect afterall</div><div>tis is juz how the world works</div><div>anyway</div><div>thks for all the ppl who tagged me</div><div>and thks yiying for buying me</div><div>3-3 have a nice time at the chalet ba</div><div>maybe nt going for the 2-5 and 3-4 chalet le</div><div>for some reason dun feel like going</div><div>afterall</div><div>thru my life in JSS</div><div>i have nvr even attended even 1 chalet</div><div>only 1 birthday party</div><div>which i gt so bored out of it</div><div>guess i like being alone better</div><div>but being with friends are better after all</div><div>todae was all bruised up oso</div><div>the badminton match</div><div>was too serious</div><div>realli aching tis morning</div><div>thumb is = to useless le</div><div>so swollen</div><div>then nth le mah</div><div>anyway thks sharlene parents and them </div><div>for having such a great time there</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3879451194187714789?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-59481861786873112412009-11-14T22:02:00.001+08:002009-11-14T22:05:37.405+08:00OMG <div>she the only one tagging</div><div>WTH</div><div>went shopping todae</div><div>and my pocket have a big hole</div><div>cant believe</div><div>how little clothes </div><div>i have</div><div>have to purchase for shanghai trip</div><div>i am usually nt fascinated with looking good</div><div>so only a few clothes</div><div>unless i slim down</div><div>but went to look at the clothes</div><div>some of them realli had cool designs</div><div>for small ppl only</div><div>haiz</div><div>had a fantastic match todae</div><div>very long nvr had such a good badminton opponent le</div><div>usually all those i ply with</div><div>i dun even have to run</div><div>so naturally nvr sweat</div><div>but he was so good</div><div>i realli sweat it out</div><div>now</div><div>having muscle ache everywhr</div><div>since i nvr ply tis viogorous before</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5948186178687311241?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-60014420737695731262009-11-13T13:41:00.001+08:002009-11-13T13:43:32.313+08:00stupid life isn;t it<div>life is so unfair</div><div>aren't we all humans</div><div>why are some treated better than others</div><div>aren;t we all made from the same materials</div><div>only becuz of our language and skin color</div><div>our appearance</div><div>and tis stupid things had to happen</div><div>life is ka na sai</div><div>teachers always biased towards</div><div>the better results student</div><div>even though when we have tried our best in academic</div><div>and they are nt even good models themselves</div><div>they are super biased</div><div>hate them</div><div>why cant a new world be born</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6001442073769573126?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-55821385512019284512009-11-12T21:12:00.001+08:002009-11-12T21:13:13.316+08:00on everybody blog<div>except mine</div><div>i am super jealous</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5582138551201928451?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-59787135652712146932009-11-11T19:36:00.001+08:002009-11-11T19:38:22.559+08:00first of all<div>happy birthday sharlene</div><div>though i gt yr birthday mixed up</div><div>and todae physics test was okay</div><div>but todae A-maths i nvr study</div><div>so die</div><div>and i nvr do the paper</div><div>and straight went to sleep</div><div>and while i was sleeping </div><div>the teacher woke me up</div><div>and tell me to do</div><div>but i had no idea how to do so</div><div>it has been 9 days</div><div>9 terrible days</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5978713565271214693?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-35202479301154679222009-11-10T16:08:00.003+08:002009-11-10T16:11:35.928+08:00it is amazing<div>it is so easy for me to hate some1</div><div>but i cant get myself to hate u</div><div>i would hate u for 1 hr</div><div>and nth happens</div><div>why is tis happening</div><div>i'm gonna fail the o level paper todae</div><div>so emo</div><div>especially yesterday</div><div>cant get myself to study</div><div>i was feeling so stressed up</div><div>stupid thoughts started popping up</div><div>so i went to sleep</div><div>and woke up at 3 am</div><div>and stare at the wall until i gt to sch</div><div>it happens everytime</div><div>surprised i didn;t sleep during the exam</div><div>the atmosphere so tense</div><div>and why the HATRED would nt remain</div><div>isn;t it amazing</div><div>nvr failing to ceased my hatred for her</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3520247930115467922?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-68026428208179611542009-11-09T20:44:00.003+08:002009-11-09T20:47:48.609+08:00人生真的活得很累<div>真的不想再读了</div><div>但是我却知道这是不可能</div><div>就应为我生在这世纪</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6802642820817961154?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-61369887974725805902009-11-09T17:23:00.003+08:002009-11-09T17:38:03.843+08:00tml is O level le<div>but troubled by other things</div><div>tis shouldn't be wat i am doing now</div><div>i am dying to noe</div><div>is there a misunderstanding</div><div>u seems to hate me a lot</div><div>from the rumours</div><div>would things be cleared >?</div><div>that remained a puzzle</div><div>life is unpredictable</div><div>life is stupid</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div>HATRED!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6136988797472580590?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-57149310891833444302009-11-08T21:45:00.002+08:002009-11-08T21:48:21.957+08:00todae i feel feel so so tired <div>extremely</div><div>so in the end i ended up studying nothing</div><div>becuz of certain advices from friends and teachers</div><div>i keep playing going to ply badminton todae</div><div>becuz i simply could not keep myself awake</div><div>so ended up plying half of the day</div><div>and when i gt back home</div><div>i realli feel so weak</div><div>dun even have the energy to stand up</div><div>and my studies were abandoned agn</div><div>realli stupid isn't it</div><div>O lvl is on tuesday</div><div>and i am rotting my life away</div><div>is my life realli a game over</div><div>haiz</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5714931089183344430?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-77951279227225765042009-11-07T20:55:00.002+08:002009-11-07T20:57:29.247+08:00todae is a realli bad bad day<div>todae super tired</div><div>8.30 then reach home</div><div>ply badminton with junhao and yvonne</div><div>so late</div><div>haven't study</div><div>and juz now kenna suan in sch</div><div>so sian</div><div>and gt a real stupid job</div><div>realli bad day</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7795127922722576504?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-13268926398366503622009-11-06T19:53:00.002+08:002009-11-06T19:55:03.464+08:00todae was a peaceful day i tink<div>at least i was studying oso</div><div>late for sch todae</div><div>then study till very late todae in sch</div><div>cuz i had some clarifications with mrs chia</div><div>and life goes on as usual </div><div>nt emo at all todae</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1326892639836650362?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-76246544124108973532009-11-05T13:39:00.001+08:002009-11-05T13:44:00.896+08:00todae was weird<div>i didn;t realli tok to a lot of ppl</div><div>but todae</div><div>i feel realli peaceful</div><div>no stress</div><div>no anger</div><div>totally nothing at all</div><div>except A-maths</div><div>didn;t realise</div><div>i can be tis peaceful</div><div>when i am alone</div><div>afterall</div><div>i like being alone better</div><div>so tis may be truly me</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7624654412410897353?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-20203558641810494792009-11-04T19:01:00.003+08:002009-11-04T19:05:14.051+08:00life is simply terrible for me<div>i cant face life anymore</div><div>stress is piling up</div><div>as i realised i dun noe a lot of things after i started revising recently</div><div>they are always gossiping</div><div>and it realli angers me</div><div>and i hate to face her</div><div>but our 2 classes merge class</div><div>and the agony juz simply comes back</div><div>and during the chinese lesson</div><div>it is simply unbearable</div><div>when will tis ever end</div><div>i am starting to get realli angry with my friends</div><div>dun wan to be anywhr near them</div><div>they dun noe anything</div><div>and they tok as if they noe everything</div><div>they nvr care abt wat others feel</div><div>but only for their own entertainment</div><div>they didn;t even noe it happen and its terrible enuff</div><div>but they continue to spread and gossip abt it</div><div>since they do not noe abt it</div><div>and that made me worse</div><div>starting to offend a lot of ppl le</div><div>cant control my emotions and its starting to get way out of hand</div><div>vulgarities are starting to resurface agn </div><div>which i tried to ctrl it but to no avail</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2020355864181049479?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-7190787517745317062009-11-03T21:29:00.003+08:002009-11-03T21:35:32.888+08:00i am feeling so terrible right now<div>realli at a loss wat to do</div><div>the stress is piling up</div><div>making me suffocated</div><div>next tuesday is O level</div><div>and soon is going to be reexam for me</div><div>i gt so many things nid to reexam</div><div>and when i started revising recently</div><div>i realise there are so many things i dun noe</div><div>i am sacrificing my recess time</div><div>to spent the time to ask ppl</div><div>but i am sure that it is nt enuff</div><div>i have nt even finish the AM that i was supposed to do</div><div>i always break my promises</div><div>i swear to myself nt to touch the com</div><div>but i couldn;t ctrl it</div><div>i could only use it lesser</div><div>and when it was time to study</div><div>my body simply went into hibernation</div><div>sleeping all day long</div><div>whr had all my determination frm pri sch gone to</div><div>lost in tis dark world</div><div>when will it ever light up</div><div>tis is my last chance le</div><div>if i did well for tis reexam</div><div>i wont be kik</div><div>but i am so tired and sick of studying it</div><div>studying till the wee hrs</div><div>apparently make my results worse than ever</div><div>i dun wan to turn to teachers for help</div><div>becuz i noe they would tok to my parents</div><div>i dun wan them to noe anything abt me</div><div>juz wanna be alone</div><div>i hate to admit it</div><div>but sometimes the stress is too overwhelming </div><div>that i start crying in the middle of the nite</div><div>i realli hate my parents</div><div>hate myself</div><div>everything abt me</div><div>why am i so stupid</div><div>ppl are drifting away frm me</div><div>agn i feel like being backstabbed</div><div>when did tis came back</div><div>i dun noe</div><div>wondering wat to do noe</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-719078751774531706?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-30834793647781746992009-11-02T20:58:00.003+08:002009-11-02T21:06:59.815+08:00Exams are finally over<div>and i am restarting my blog</div><div>although i noe that nobody will actually come in</div><div>but i juz wan to write something down</div><div>tis skin is actually downloaded</div><div>totally forgotten how to write it anyway</div><div>get realli bad for tis time</div><div>almost last in class</div><div>and lvl position is 142</div><div>realli bad</div><div>the exam which i studied the most</div><div>but the exam which i get the worst</div><div>i simply hate those adults</div><div>they dun understand how we feel</div><div>but only reprimand us</div><div>and teachers are actually juz useless</div><div>saying wat matters is Olevel</div><div>but parents look at the current results</div><div>and most importantly star look at current results</div><div>they had no idea how much stress students are facing nowadays</div><div>and they muz sent us for stupid programme after exam</div><div>and the programme nid to take exam oso</div><div>are they trying to kill us</div><div>simply yes</div><div>they claim they noe us</div><div>but does they realli noe us</div><div>apparently nt at all</div><div>they are adults</div><div>they dun have to worry abt studies</div><div>but on other studies</div><div>they cant understand our studies</div><div>only tell us to rest</div><div>but if we rest</div><div>we wont have enuff time to study</div><div>tell us nt to get so stressed up</div><div>but how do we do it</div><div>when there are piles of exams stacking up for us</div><div>so watever they says actually makes no sense</div><div>todae is a rainie day</div><div>thunder day</div><div>dark day</div><div>juz the correct day to describe my feelings now</div><div>as well as how i felt when i received my results</div><div>everybody been supporting me</div><div>thats was how i managed to survived till now</div><div>without them </div><div>i guess i would have long collapsed</div><div>friends are realli impt aren;t they?</div><div>but i used to hate them</div><div>nvr trusting anybody</div><div>but nt anymre</div><div>they are actually the source of energy</div><div>anyway life is juz simply complicated at the moment</div><div>when will tis nvr ending rain ever stop</div><div>when will the rainbow ever appear</div><div>or will it juz disappear frm tis world forever</div><div>how much i wonder</div><div>but i juz have to anticipate it</div><div>but the greater the hope </div><div>the greater the fall</div><div>but i chose to believe in hope</div><div>rather than the fall</div><div>and when that comes</div><div>ltr then tink ba</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3083479364778174699?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-34585251138847207332009-08-30T17:30:00.003+08:002009-08-30T17:36:31.817+08:00life is terrible isn't it<br />i juz opened my eyes<br />and realize i couldn;t see anything<br />it was pure darkness<br />while i was in deep pain<br />backstabbers from all around me<br />location whr i couldn't see them<br />and i am being stabbed agn<br />and agn and agn<br />fresh blood splurting out each time<br />before each wound could heal<br />the next attack would come<br />it is so tiring<br />to live on tis life<br />i only see barren land around me<br />nobody to even hold on the attack for me<br />even for a sec<br />juz realize how shyt a person<br />i was<br />till everybody left me<br />and i was on the devil side<br />darkness everywhere<br />a place whr u have to fend for yrself<br />so tiring<br />blood running out soon<br />my body trying to replensih the blood<br />trying hard to regenerate the wounds<br />but the attack were juz too swift<br />when will tis nvr ending game end<br />juz hope blood can run out soon<br />i dun wna to be stuck in tis endless darkness<br />its frightening<br />terrifying<br />but all i could hope now<br />that there will be a light<br />to lit up my piece of barren land<br />so i could see the assaulters<br />but i noe tis well enuff<br />it aren't going to happen<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3458525113884720733?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-69373210765354957022009-08-30T10:50:00.003+08:002009-08-30T10:52:26.374+08:00started playing mafia war<br />too lazy to study now<br />maybe go study later<br />tomorrow is teachers day le<br />hope nothing happens<br />i noe a lot of ppl hates me<br />especially teachers<br />i have no respect for teachers<br />i treat my friends badly<br />i uses all types of languages that are nt welcomed<br />but sry i cant control it<br />it was nt like tis in the past<br />slowly all of them are drifting away from me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6937321076535495702?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-86898656671387294312009-08-29T17:24:00.002+08:002009-08-29T17:27:17.396+08:00todae had teachers day rehearsal early in the morning<br />todae yugin nvr come<br />so it was super fortunate<br />meaning we dun nid to listen to him at all<br />cuz ms wong respect watever decision<br />i made<br />so i can do anything<br />anyway todae event went on successfully<br />we were able to try out a few methods that work perfectly<br />so had a realli late rehearsal todae oso<br />the timing given always late de<br />nid to be used to it<br />cant go home early de<br />hope everything can go well like todae<br />how i wish<br />my life would be as smooth as tis<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-8689865667138729431?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-32579151939747113982009-08-28T23:22:00.005+08:002009-08-28T23:33:38.780+08:00since i'm free i shall update<br />todae had a chinese test<br />i tink my chinese getting worse le<br />or is the paper getting harder<br />a lot of words i simply dun noe<br />i feel so guilty now<br />i totally abandoned all maths items<br />can u believe it<br />i gave up on it<br />during lesson i slept<br />nvr do hw<br />then eng lesson the summary\<br />i DIE LE !!!<br />the summary i nvr write finish all my pts<br />then my words overshot le<br />physics lesson same as usual<br />the TB teach very little lor<br />so had to listen to lesson<br />then went for CCA<br />supposed to ask some1 go mac with me after sch<br />but everybody nt free<br />so had to eat in sch<br />then had to open classrm for the juniors<br />wat irresponsible chairman<br />come so late<br />then come at the wrong time<br />haiz<br />then were told to do some stupid web design<br />he realli sux<br />still call me gay<br />becuz why<br />i dun noe any porn star<br />for goodness lah<br />nt interested in tis lor<br />u interested u go see yrself<br />ppl nt interested u say ppl gay<br />look at the amount of hair u have first<br />then event<br />tis time rehearsal realli ended late<br />i reach home at 9.30<br />which was realli late<br />left all the senoirs do only haiz<br />the others went home<br />then tomorrow agn<br />is 1 man show<br />all juniors say they cannot<br />wa lao<br />then after that went mac<br />then chairman keep saying he slack<br />cuz i was suddenly taking charge of everything<br />nt my fault lah<br />he blur mah<br />then i do lor<br />otherwise wat<br />let him cock up and get scolding meh<br />acutually i love to see it<br />i am sadist de lah<br />ppl misery is my happiness<br />cuz my misery is other ppl happiness<br />then went home lor<br />darn dehydrated<br />keep drinking water<br />and end of my post<br />btw the chairman he was a real sucker<br />now left 1 vice chair le<br />so he was saying he wanted to kik me and use daniel to replace<br />lol<br />he useless piece of junk<br />still dare say wan kik me<br />he dun even noe as much as me<br />haiz cant be bothered<br />will settle with him one day<br />juz be a person everybody hates<br />call all ppl dun go for actual event<br />he sure die le<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3257915193974711398?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-62577746888778795532009-08-27T22:48:00.003+08:002009-08-27T22:52:17.471+08:00And tis is my new blogskin<br />took a few hrs to edit it<br />i had no credit to it<br />i merely modify some of the things in here<br />anyway i have clear the cbox le<br />so spammers from my cca<br />pls dun ever tag there le<br />pls a request from yr vice chairman<br />respect me a bit<br />and the rest are free to tag<br />took a long time to edit tis<br />so those few days<br />didn't update<br />the other reason is becuz of those spammer<br />and pro blogskins editter frm my class<br />dun insult tis pls<br />cuz i didn't do blogskin for a very long time le<br />i shall add songs when i am free<br />and for those who are curious abt my results<br />i gt 1 A1 1A2 2B4 1C6 and the others all B3<br />i considered it a bit better than last time le<br />anyway everyone jys for yr EOY<br />which is coming very soon le<br />and another thing to note<br />happy teachers day to all the teachers on tuesday<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6257774688877879553?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-3265683215053407222009-08-19T22:16:00.002+08:002009-08-19T22:17:22.921+08:00todae had star todae<br />ended so late todae<br />so sian<br />anyway the framing talk was darn sian lor<br />only learn 2 things<br />reverse shot and 180 rule<br />the others all learn in photography course liao<br />stop wasting time<br />anyway the grp sux lor<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-326568321505340722?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-30725929549370146002009-08-18T20:16:00.003+08:002009-08-18T20:31:38.622+08:00todae fazully didn't come agn<br />so david came and sub him<br />but i muz admit<br />he did a good job of summarising the chap<br />but i been so disappointed<br />been waiting for the paper for so long<br />only to noe i cant get it agn<br />then during lessons seriously cant help falling asleep<br />ps chinese teacher<br />cuz i didn't sleep last nite<br />woke up in the middle and ply com<br />cuz unable to sleep due to the exams<br />then agn<br />EOY coming soon le<br />maybe tomorrow can get o level results<br />but highly possible dun have<br />but nid work super hard for the next 2 paper le<br />cuz i noe i did badly for oral<br />so jys to myself<br />anyway PE lesson was boring as usual<br />tis teacher is boring lah<br />but surprise<br />i ran the 1 rd todae<br />then didn't join the bball<br />after the hand injury<br />i dun feel like plying bball le<br />but is mre towards studies<br />rather spend the time on studies cuz it is vital for o level<br />unlike PE<br />and sam go tok all type of crap<br />anyway bag super heavy todae<br />a lot of ppl return books to me<br />then gt TYS<br />then stay back later todae<br />cuz there is moment taught<br />abt the stability<br />and it confuses me a lot<br />but anyway thks mr ng for repeating it<br />i will go home and read TB agn<br />cuz that works better for me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3072592954937014600?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-49678517167468301912009-08-17T20:39:00.001+08:002009-08-17T20:40:31.581+08:00todae gt back 2 of our results<br />seriously nt satisfied with it<br />will work harder for it<br />then E-maths lesson no teacher<br />after that gt CCA<br />then is snatch agnes chair<br />she diao de lor<br />sit on my leg<br />then say very nice to sit like cushion<br />zzz<br />then was conducting audio lesson<br />but gt so irritated<br />and all types of language starts to come out<br />then went home lor<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4967851716746830191?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-89158390213651400482009-08-16T17:16:00.003+08:002009-08-16T17:20:20.635+08:00my blog is so dead<br />nobody enters<br />except those spammers<br />well i dun care<br />i juz write wat i wan<br />a form of release of stress<br />didn't go for badminton<br />dun feel like it<br />since i have been doing hw todae<br />although the few qns may seem nothing to u guys<br />but i meant a lot to me<br />who nvr did his hw<br />doing his hw now<br />becuz he wan to get better for EOY<br />which came as a surprise to me oso<br />i nvr care abt my results much oso<br />until now<br />i studied for physics<br />and i nvr get good marks<br />and i dun wan get kao pei<br />u spent 4 hrs on the com and 1 hr on studies<br />actually it was worse than that<br />but me taking the first step<br />is a big achievement to me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-8915839021365140048?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-10281606441172662072009-08-14T19:06:00.003+08:002009-08-14T19:09:03.879+08:00todae CCA cancelled<br />and off my way to KFC to meet up with the juniors<br />went to library to find them<br />and they were having geog test<br />however it ended fast<br />and another problem came<br />waiting for agnes to find marble<br />then detention and all that<br />drag till 3.30<br />then tok lor<br />agnes BF came<br />and he is quiet<br />then we drank a lot<br />tok a lot<br />then home i am<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1028160644117266207?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-30625473737382513072009-08-13T20:08:00.002+08:002009-08-13T20:10:37.999+08:00exams finally over le<br />so gt time to blog<br />anyway tink chemistry and A-maths i die le<br />the others i tink it was quite okay<br />so stressed todae<br />and these 2 days keep dozing off in class<br />i was studying thru the nite<br />very sry to all the teachers for that<br />anyway i made a new daughter todae le<br />haha<br />hui xin officially my daughter<br />and i sort of post pic on facebook le<br />a bit crazy<br />toilet pic<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3062547373738251307?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-39598501605158155042009-08-11T17:34:00.002+08:002009-08-11T17:36:02.958+08:00thursday gonna be crazy<br />5 common tests in a day<br />and wednesday gt star until 6<br />so gonna study todae<br />otherwise i aren't gt enuff time to study<br />somebody sick todae<br />get well soon :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3959850160515815504?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-70953816553588672412009-08-10T20:16:00.000+08:002009-08-10T20:17:14.441+08:00national day is over<br />and i tink the national day wasn't that fantastic tis yr afterall<br />the only good part i like<br />is the military<br />maybe its been my thinking<br />anyway been studying for some quite time<br />but nothing seems to be enteringand guess watcommon test is coming up<br />and i nid it to enter<br />or it will be gg for me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7095381655358867241?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-35503233136107973192009-08-09T14:32:00.002+08:002009-08-09T14:33:14.538+08:00national day todae<br />a feast is to be expected<br />nothing to do<br />had to study<br />audi going to lvl le<br />and will faced the trouble of license agn<br />lvl 45 flame wizard keep owning ppl<br />and nothing else<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3550323313610797319?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-18398469371953486772009-08-07T20:01:00.003+08:002009-08-07T20:09:45.231+08:002 days nvr blogged le<br />but a lot of things happened<br />firstly i am still sick<br />that day went back to sch<br />cuz my cca wanted me to help with the mixer for the actual day<br />and it was the last rehearsal<br />so i went back<br />gt bio test<br />die lor<br />then chem dun noe wat to do<br />physics it was juz shyt<br />eng<br />she saw me<br />and told me to move in front<br />surprisingly<br />and on to todae event<br />scream at a lot of ppl todae<br />i dun care<br />i cna juz say here<br />the chairman is stupid<br />he leave a a pile of junk for me to settle<br />thks a lot<br />but i managed to overcome all<br />although there was a delay todae<br />and had a fight with the stupid councillors<br />shirmaine<br />fk off cna or nt<br />council wan de ppt do yrself lah<br />chairman promised to help u but i didn't<br />and who's in charge<br />i am<br />so i dun care wat he say<br />he have to listen oso<br />so i dun care<br />so u wan quarrel with me<br />noe yr situation first<br />he promised is nt my business<br />and dun be stupid and quarrel with me<br />i dun use mouth to do so<br />i use my fist<br />so shut up and fk off<br />wan complain go lor<br />i dun care<br />they cant do anything to me<br />u councillors so free<br />we so busy le<br />dun noe how to do yrself meh<br />useless piece of junk<br />then todae event<br />only cock up at the singing part<br />there was a song which was nt there<br />and had to find that stupid guy to come up<br />and he refused to come up<br />thks a lot<br />waste my time<br />he nvr even tell me that there was a video<br />so its nt realli my problem that i cock up<br />and izwan came back<br />ask me go over there he wan brief<br />no way<br />i nt gonna get scolded for nothing<br />i'm nt so stupid<br />i'm on the verge of quitting agn<br />then ltr went to KFC<br />and make my way home and sleep lor<br />cya<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1839846937195348677?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-60603981228549260262009-08-04T20:12:00.003+08:002009-08-04T20:13:09.149+08:00sian sian sian<br />fever doesn't go away<br />instead of subsiding<br />it is increasing<br />wat kind of logic is that<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6060398122854926026?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-32108172530092748982009-08-03T12:11:00.003+08:002009-08-03T12:31:39.551+08:00so sick todae<br />couldn't make it to sch<br />tried to go tis morning<br />but my parents insisted no<br />tell me go rest<br />then ltr go see doctor<br />waited so long for it<br />nt becuz there are a lot of ppl<br />is becuz they open late<br />and i was the first person<br />but oso a lot of ppl<br />gt 5 waiting there with me<br />time to do some update<br />saturday<br />went to patricia hse<br />to help with their salt colouring making<br />then in the end off to jin han hse to make banner and flyers<br />then do until so late<br />in the end didn't finish cuz jh chase me out<br />then he colour<br />then go home le<br />but all tis took place in a day<br />so long right<br />and i started sleeping<br />supposed to help to do<br />to go at 9<br />but he changed the time to 12<br />so cmi<br />cuz 12.30 meeting with group<br />then when i going<br />my wife marlyna called me<br />say she is sick<br />and told me to take over<br />so we went to get the badges<br />and i scam the person<br />the boss insisted that no consignment to be given<br />but in the end i managed to bargain until consignment<br />didn't noe badge making was so easy<br />in 4 steps only<br />less than a minute<br />then went to meet them<br />something wrong with the stock counting<br />but no use le<br />but during the event<br />badge making was realli popular<br />and we gt a lot of customers<br />and i started scamming ppl i noe<br />telling them to buy<br />but i started buying our own stall food with viola<br />cuz seriously no business<br />then when later gt business le lah<br />then had to go sell TX items in the end<br />cuz they nt on consignment<br />then home sweet home<br />my whole body was hot<br />i did nt think it seriously<br />i thought it was the sun<br />so went to sleep<br />and fever le lor when wake up<br />whole body burning<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3210817253009274898?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-90991947040255266512009-08-01T20:08:00.002+08:002009-08-01T20:08:39.573+08:00gonna be bz tis 2 days<br />shall say mre after i'm free<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-9099194704025526651?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-54095980827824945592009-07-31T19:00:00.003+08:002009-07-31T19:10:37.662+08:001 mre day to august<br />todae was boring<br />but interesting at the same time<br />btw<br />next wk going to flag raising le haiz<br />didn't skipped CCA todae<br />gt everything settled for star<br />todae gt chinese test<br />which i thought was gonna die<br />after i do<br />i tink realli die<br />didn't hand up A-maths hw<br />feeling so guilty<br />as well as E-maths<br />i am becoming lazy<br />had a talk with mr sam todae agn<br />although he said he tink i was working hard<br />but i'm nt<br />thats why my results are nt improving<br />and it had become worse recently<br />i am so frightened of maths<br />that i am nt doing all maths hw<br />something is wrong<br />went KFC with 3 juniors todae<br />met the other members in there<br />but didn't hang out<br />so next was we saw audrey<br />anyway had bought 2 times 2 piece chicken meal<br />was hungry todae<br />then go home feel so bloated<br />at least i am proud of myself todae<br />a person who nvr use to do physics hw<br />did ex 4.1<br />which was quite surprising for me<br />nowadays i noe i'm getting lazy and nt doing a lot of hw<br />i tend to skipped the hw<br />if i dun understand the chap<br />anyway todae cca was stupid and a waste of time<br />anyway the sensei that alvin scolded<br />is my cca third teacher in charge<br />didn't realli like her at first site le<br />ask so many things<br />waste my time<br />wan noe anything<br />go ask from the useless chairman<br />dun ask me<br />i am nt obliged to<br />since i dun even like tis cca<br />okay watever dun say tis le<br />temper rising<br />trying to control it recently<br />and trying to stop my flow of vulgarities todae<br />anyway todae eng lesson was fun<br />i actually like the debate session<br />it was fun unlike boring lesson<br />doing compre and summary everyday<br />tis is definitely better<br />and btw<br />can anybody tag my blog<br />nobody tagging it<br />although the counter is moving<br />i oso dun noe who visited the blog<br />watch naruto 1 hr yesterday<br />so was super tired todae<br />cuz it was released at nite<br />sadly so i rushed thru the nite<br />and almost doze off in class todae<br />i realli dun like to sleep in class lor<br />i am behind others le<br />have to work harder to catch up<br />so siao todae lor<br />thought gt E-maths test<br />didn't go A-maths test todae<br />had to rush to cca<br />didn't go yesterday cuz had remedial<br />so cannot blame me for skipping<br />my schedule totally crash with it<br />fazully gonna change the time of remedial<br />so cant skipped E-maths liao sad<br />but at least todae was a sad day but a happier day<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5409598082782494559?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-1090877059473771552009-07-30T18:10:00.004+08:002009-07-30T18:28:04.867+08:00todae didn't skipped A-maths remedial<br />but as it turn out quite fine<br />nt bad lah<br />so will continue attending<br />todae lesson boring as usual<br />during SS we watch that freak hitler<br />seems like he is seriously mental unsound<br />but ppl still believe in him<br />can say he is quite a overbearing person<br />but at least during the court hearing<br />he admitted that he is guilty<br />i was quite shock<br />very rare ppl will admit guilty<br />but in the end<br />it totally sux<br />he started giving his stupid genocide speeches in the court hearing<br />then his prison cell was like so good lor<br />dun go jail better<br />he treat his niece like junk<br />maybe is only his toy or something<br />then he so ****<br />go seduce the person wife<br />ppl already have husband le lah dude<br />still go seduce and kiss her<br />the husband still can bear with it<br />something wrong with him<br />todae eng test was okay ba<br />tink can get okay results<br />todae chem lesson was forced to move back to seat<br />didn't bring my bk todae<br />so had to share with her<br />u guys noe who she is<br />anything is<br />she will nvr enter my blog<br />thats why i am saying it aloud now<br />i was so terrified of her for some reason<br />so everytime move back<br />should have seen me moving the table away from hers<br />maybe it makes her feel offended<br />then sry in that case<br />if she is happy<br />good for her<br />so scary<br />had to join back table cause sharing the bk<br />almost died of heart attack<br />realli scary<br />shhh understand ppl dun tell her<br />i oso dun noe why<br />if anybody had the ans<br />pls tell me<br />last time sit with her oso nt so scary<br />but noe it is unbearable<br />nt because i scared her or something<br />she nvr do anything<br />juz that i am scared<br />so others nvr le ba<br />the old boring things<br />but i feel a little proud<br />i am able to do binomial now<br />which i was nt able to do so in the past<br />guess doing the hw was helping afterall<br />guess i shouldn't skipped all the maths hw juz because i had a phobia for mathematics<br />i oso had to strive harder for other subject<br />early in the morning<br />i started scolding things<br />i promised myself that i wouldn't scold<br />but i couldn't ctrl it<br />sry<br />yugin tell me go back cca<br />no way am i going back<br />i simply cant accept the fact that he was the chairman<br />although i tried to do so<br />time did not help at all<br />it was supposed to prove me wrong<br />but it turns out that he was nt capable<br />i am much mre capable than him<br />nt that i am bragging<br />but i have been in tis cca longer and noe how it functions<br />and noe all the systems<br />unlike him<br />who join less than 6 months<br />i work so hard<br />wanted to get the chairman position<br />i expected to get it<br />but i didn't<br />cuz because of that stupid ass hole<br />joseph<br />from 4-5<br />tell all the ppl vote him<br />and dun vote old members like us<br />so everytime i see him i scold him<br />and he dun noe wats wrong<br />he is retarded<br />4-5 so wat<br />he is blind<br />tell ppl to choose the wrong chairman<br />he only put 3 ppl up for elections<br />wats the problem with him<br />there are so much mre capable ppl<br />agn once i cant believe that useless guy is up for election<br />and i get 0 votes<br />the juniors are all zzzz<br />train them so hard<br />and they didn't appreciate it<br />so i promised myself<br />i gonna be selfish<br />my remaining sound editting skills<br />no way i am gonna teach it<br />they want they go course learn<br />i nt gonna teach it to some ungrateful ppl<br />hey wait<br />they cant be considered ppl<br />i dun care whether i get discipline or nt le<br />i juz shoot the same old thing at him<br />go ask yr chairman do<br />since u tink he is so capable<br />wan me do<br />kik him out first<br />no kik no tok<br />thats all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-109087705947377155?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-54314236821557937292009-07-29T19:28:00.003+08:002009-07-29T19:32:00.114+08:00i juz realized how ppl tink of me<br />i am nothing but a piece of shyt<br />i tend to offend ppl<br />i am nothing in tis world<br />can u realize it<br />i am nt even a thing<br />juz wasting space and resources<br />dun noe wat to do with it<br />die le<br />waste space<br />dun die waste resources<br />so whr should i head for<br />nowhere<br />a new world<br />a new dimension?<br />maybe<br />but science has proven it to be impossible<br />so i will waste space and resources<br />feeling guilty at the same time<br />my 15 yrs of living is all wasted<br />i have derprived ppl who are capable to live in tis world<br />i will be punished 1 day<br />disappeared from world<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5431423682155793729?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-40495200661495460542009-07-28T16:06:00.002+08:002009-07-28T16:14:59.435+08:00so many ppl mc todae<br />for the first time in my life<br />i ran for sometime during PE<br />but still walk in the end<br />so was like dying<br />then jumping jack<br />then captain ball time<br />which i obviously didn't ply<br />retarded sia<br />and i feel so offended<br />whenever somebody tells me to become guard<br />cuz i am big sized<br />and syafie fk off lah<br />always tell me become<br />i am so sick of u<br />doesn't anyone tell u that u are also very big sized<br />and u are heavier than me<br />so dun everytime say i look fatter than u<br />when yr weight is mre than mine<br />then had E-maths lesson<br />did TYS<br />which i thought was quite easy<br />so i proceeded with no problems<br />and almost finish left 1 or 2 qns<br />CME lesson boring sia<br />the stupid homerm period do nothing but that mindmap<br />i read TB can study better<br />which i did yesterday nite<br />cuz i realized i am nt working hard enuff<br />then MT lessons<br />realized somebody didn't come to sch todae<br />guess ppl already noe<br />which is obviously agn nt from our class de<br />Priya lessons<br />content get 12 and language 5<br />which i thought the language was realli low<br />otherwise could have pull it up further<br />guess nid to work harder le<br />then free period<br />so was talking a lot of crap<br />and jessica gt angry<br />cuz she was doing work while i was talking to nickolas who was sitting beside her<br />and in the end<br />haha<br />he didn't finish his mindmap<br />then went home<br />but before that he said he was thirsty<br />so i brought him to buy some drinks<br />surprise he dun noe whr gt sell<br />then police outside gt a vending machine<br />we saw everything so cheap sia<br />90cents<br />but spoil de<br />and had to go to some weird shop<br />off my bus go<br />and come his bus<br />hated it<br />waited for quite some time<br />then home sweet home<br />end of story<br />if u have perserve to read all tis<br />thks a lot<br />but if u dun<br />then too bad for me<br />which is already too bad<br />cuz i realized nobody enter my blog lah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4049520066149546054?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-38980188936263934562009-07-27T19:25:00.003+08:002009-07-27T19:28:53.102+08:00todae realli had a bad day<br />was in a bad mood<br />scold a lot of dirty words<br />damn me<br />ps E-maths teacher<br />kenna A-maths and E-maths remedial<br />should have treat the test seriously<br />nvm juz treat it as a revision ba<br />then nothing interesting todae lah<br />juz that i realli slacking nowadays<br />gt my crystals back todae<br />i tink my crystal sux lor<br />there are a lot of others that are realli nice<br />but ee ling and patricia keep saying mine was okay<br />i guess so ba<br />there are oso some others who are super impure de<br />bought the TYS for E-maths and A-maths<br />and now i am officially broke<br />i'm sry for all the stupid things that i've done<br />maybe u feel offended by the last word i spoke<br />but reply me pls<br />or i will feel worry<br />although i noe u dun come to my blog<br />but i still write it down<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3898018893626393456?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-15346164022836991232009-07-26T22:26:00.003+08:002009-07-26T22:32:33.356+08:00first of all<br />thks a lot to those<br />who visited my blog or tagged inside<br />thought it was dead<br />but didn't realize it until todae<br />so many ppl came in<br />nothing new recently<br />juz that i had been adicted to audi<br />and i had been abandoning my studies<br />i realize it<br />unlike ppl who do nt<br />so i can consider myself okay<br />oso had ply a lot of badminton games these 2 days<br />didn't finish hw agn<br />and i won the hw for like 2 wks le<br />was plying with tis gurl i tink call jasmine or something de<br />my friend GF<br />totally get owned by her okay<br />well i was exhausted after 3 hrs<br />then she came and ply<br />so was realli exhausted<br />but todae<br />we played realli early<br />so was like a draw<br />so halfway i plyed with some other ppl<br />tomorrow gt chem agn<br />i realli hate it<br />in fact<br />the only subject i am interested in<br />is only BIO<br />i muz realli ctrl myself recently<br />as i had plunged into the stupid computer games<br />that has caused me to neglect my academic studies<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1534616402283699123?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-50449213792688282972009-07-24T18:09:00.003+08:002009-07-24T18:16:09.282+08:00yesterday was so tired that i nvr do my hw<br />for e-maths and a-maths<br />feel so guilty<br />was oso very sleepy todae in class<br />gt outing for cca todae<br />but we skipped it<br />rami and agnes<br />we went to KFC<br />but had to wait for rami<br />zzz<br />she go back home take money<br />was eating bandito buddy<br />bandito nt nice de<br />saw TX ee min kai qin victor jasper loo xin yiying jessica<br />so many ppl go<br />4 of them were studying<br />while i was chit chatting<br />another guilty part<br />mdm priya came back todae<br />know abt her predicament<br />so sad<br />hope she can find a cure for her son soon<br />good luck<br />but she is still funny<br />although she said she wouldn't be<br />after KFC<br />bid her goodbye and i went JP with the juniors<br />top up card<br />todae had e-maths test didn't noe<br />tink i sux<br />chinese i tink should be okay<br />since i actually studied for it<br />although i didn't have enuff time to write de 18 marks qns<br />had to revise on TB agn<br />i realli sux at chem and physics<br />totally cant understand wat the teacher is talking abt especially physics<br />chem only gt problem with chemical eqn<br />met and talk to natasha todae<br />were enemies with her<br />since that incident with her class<br />but since we talk together<br />i tink it should be okay<br />then we were insulting abt the CCA photo<br />taken her too white<br />she shines up the photo<br />it was her last yr<br />so she actually bought it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5044921379268828297?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-43833774969119097272009-07-23T21:36:00.001+08:002009-07-23T21:37:03.637+08:00todae was realli sucky<br />chem gt found out<br />and the old bitch keep scolding<br />blame herself for being stupid<br />other teacher oso noe we change<br />didn't realise she dun noe<br />she simply retarded<br />then gt star<br />until so late<br />so exhausted<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4383377496911909727?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-43898568990605839402009-07-22T22:21:00.003+08:002009-07-22T22:23:46.592+08:00todae LC was so so<br />but abt the movie<br />it was quite obvious<br />that he was an accidental hero<br />stated that he did not want to help at first but helped becuz his wife brought them over<br />if his wife did nt brought them over<br />he probably didn't saved them<br />and be on the Hutu side and protect only his familt<br />so does that answer yr qns ying<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4389856899060583940?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-51536695963404192892009-07-21T16:03:00.003+08:002009-07-21T16:05:56.099+08:00finish the whole video todae<br />the ending was kind of happy<br />and nt exactly happy<br />they managed to find their nieces<br />but in the end<br />a lot of ppl died in the stupid masscare<br />tomorrow LC le<br />i have to get full marks for tis<br />maybe i still have a chance to get distinction<br />was realli distracted recently<br />todae caught sleeping during physics<br />i realized i didn't do a single hw<br />of every single subject<br />dun noe wat had happened to me<br />haiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5153669596340419289?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-90082803552730551072009-07-20T20:36:00.003+08:002009-07-20T20:42:40.974+08:00i can't stand the way how biased they are<br />why dun save them juz becuz they are nt of the same skin color<br />it was obviously a massacre<br />with a particular race of ppl being murdered<br />while the army<br />is bz accepting bribe to protect the ppl<br />wat kind of logic is it<br />they came with their troops<br />and withdrew their troops<br />came in juz to save foreigners<br />juz becuz that is nt a important country<br />how can they watch human lives being taken away juz like that<br />afterall we are all humans<br />we are all make up of 70% of water<br />there no difference in us humans<br />except for personality skin color and mre<br />but that doesn't different us from a normal human<br />that doesn't mean we are juz take other ppl lives<br />wat happen in the previous generation<br />shouldn't be taken on by the next generation<br />why take revenge on the next generation<br />but there is one thing i disagree<br />that joker is nt a hero<br />he was forced to be one<br />he was reluctant to help them at first<br />he help them becuz of his wife<br />he was even reluctant to let them stay at the hotel<br />but all for the sake of his wife<br />only thru time<br />he started to wan to help those ppl<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-9008280355273055107?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-73122291437866452872009-07-19T21:55:00.003+08:002009-07-19T21:59:19.141+08:00todae ply badminton a lot<br />didn't finish hw yet<br />since my sis had on the com le<br />might as well blog<br />ply badminton for so long juz now<br />didn't ply tis morning<br />cuz the others dun feel like plying<br />then had to re dl audi<br />tried to use fraps<br />but the effect didn't turn out as well as i wanted<br />so maybe someday i can find a program<br />that can record a video while the game is plying<br />but thats hard to find.<br />but my opponment for badminton for tis time<br />was my old friend girlfriend<br />i can juz say<br />she freak me out<br />her badminton is on a par with mine or even better<br />and she is a gurl<br />no offence<br />but gurls usually tend to be weaker<br />and her strength and stamina is way better than mine<br />looking forward to plying with her next time<br />my friend oso nt bad lah<br />juz that he gt thrashed so badly in the beginning<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7312229143786645287?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-34496669797215546292009-07-18T14:26:00.002+08:002009-07-18T14:27:53.296+08:00nothing better to do todae oso<br />but i actually wanted to finsih all my hw by todae<br />tomorrow for revising A-maths<br />i dun wan fail le<br />remember my goal<br />on a par or win her<br />found a new program<br />gonna redl audition to try it out<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3449666979721554629?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-62047751392952202852009-07-17T19:53:00.001+08:002009-07-17T19:55:09.483+08:00ppl seriously can't understand the situation<br />they dun noe the standard that parents set for me<br />they dun noe how to exert a pressure on me without them knowing it themselves<br />a lot of ppl won't noe tis<br />look how slack they are<br />their parents dun even mind abt their results<br />i can't quit HCL<br />i dun wan to lose face<br />my family all took upp HCL<br />i juz can't get kicked at tis pt<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6204775139295220285?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-50905622742054359102009-07-17T15:57:00.003+08:002009-07-17T15:59:46.872+08:00my 201th post le<br />can't believe it myself<br />but compared to the others tis is little le<br />guess it have to be a boring post<br />nothing interesting<br />juz that i noe<br />i been quite unstable since the stupid slippers thing<br />didn't do all my hw<br />juz waiting to die<br />todae wat the teacher said even make me feel worse<br />haiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5090562274205435910?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-60344108424072753062009-07-16T22:26:00.002+08:002009-07-16T22:29:09.136+08:00todae was in a realli bad mood early in the morning<br />keep tinking abt th stupid slippers<br />didn't listen to bio lesson at all<br />was too angry to listen to it<br />finally after recess i start to calm down<br />my mood is becoming unstable agn<br />ppl be warn<br />those people who had been in my killing list may juz be killed<br />life realli sux<br />why do adults always lie<br />they are juz liers<br />totally hate them<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6034410842407275306?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-90414168672817989952009-07-15T22:23:00.008+08:002009-07-15T22:32:03.562+08:00the terrible day has finally gone past<br />but wat worse had yet to arrive<br />who knew things could happen like that<br />its nt fair<br />how can they giv something so stupid<br />i expected myself to do wrong<br />but it did nt turn out that way<br />i studied so hard<br />but it was for nothing<br />they gave a topic i did nt expect to be out<br />i tok for less than 3 mins<br />realli blank in my mind<br />flashes of failure flashed into my mind<br />telling me that i would nvr succeed<br />would forever be a failure<br />darkness would soon overwhelmed<br />the dark side would nt certainly lose to the good side<br />tis is the scenario<br />it had hit me so hard<br />on the verge of death<br />nobody to pull me up<br />hanging by a string<br />ready to snap at any moment<br />guess everybody have to die someday<br />juz whether how u die<br />and wat feelings u contain<br />will u die in peace<br />the ans is no for me<br />no one turn up<br />maybe is the end<br />ready to snap anytime<br />anybody to save the rope<br />nt at all<br />nt a chance<br />who be willing to do it<br />nobody but myself<br />who power is limited<br />and insufficient<br />on the verge of joining the devil side<br />wat power i held when i was there<br />only darkness can occupy my world<br />nt allowing any light to enter<br />nt allowing anybody to light up the path<br />juz wan to be alone<br />in tis dark path<br />nvr to see any1 agn<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-9041416867281798995?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-49149862184120199622009-07-14T17:36:00.003+08:002009-07-14T17:41:43.652+08:00i simply hate tis world<br />i hate it the way it works<br />i hate it the way things always turns out<br />i hate it the way that things always goes wrong<br />i hate it that they created the human mind<br />i hate it that it was created to be so complex<br />i hate it how it works and respond<br />giving ppl stupid feelings<br />giving ppl feel like killing themselves<br />i hate it that all people were nt created equally<br />i juz hate it<br />why ppl have to invent stupid terms to make us memorize<br />and they were stupid to create such complicated terms<br />why discover so many things for ppl to memorize<br />why can't it juz be like stone age<br />won't it be better<br />now tis world is juz simply filled with evil<br />with ppl going crazy all over the world<br />ppl juz waiting for a time to do something evil<br />nvr caring abt wat others feel abt it<br />or anything may happen<br />tis is the world now<br />unlike the stone age<br />maybe things would have been better if it was still the stone age<br />maybe things would have been better if things weren't so complicated<br />but one thing for sure<br />tis world is getting worse<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4914986218412019962?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-29863350067000744632009-07-13T18:16:00.002+08:002009-07-13T18:17:36.486+08:00zzz nothing new<br />same old boring life<br />but had to insult 1 teacher<br />the eng teacher<br />teach until so lan<br />1 hr teach 4 words<br />is he dumb or something<br />but maths i find it easier to remember the formula if i had to copy<br />no offense for ppl who find it stupid although i find it useful<br />go home lor<br />nothing else le<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2986335006700074463?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-37630027539971007592009-07-11T13:48:00.002+08:002009-07-11T13:49:31.352+08:00Hey relax<br />told u le<br />it due to exam stress<br />soon it will be over<br />i am cheerful by nature<br />anyway thks ee ling<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-3763002753997100759?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-44737611948711547682009-07-10T20:48:00.002+08:002009-07-10T20:50:26.381+08:00Todae as usual<br />had CCA<br />after that went to KFC<br />but before that<br />Thks Mdm Priya for the concern<br />tis is a old illness<br />everytime exam is near<br />and i get stressed up<br />i will be emo de<br />so dun worry<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4473761194871154768?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-27825854846871093892009-07-09T18:04:00.003+08:002009-07-09T18:10:48.285+08:00time passed so fast<br />next wk taking O-level<br />can feel the stress le<br />anyway sch as usual<br />nothing out of the ordinary<br />todae after recess jin han go borrow bk<br />last min for reading de<br />then when he presenting so funny<br />nt all the facts are correct<br />he nvr read the bk so he juz anyhow remember last time de<br />and gt it wrong<br />then lunch time<br />went to sit on the teacher chair as usual<br />then suddenly ms jay came in<br />meng chuan i saw u jump out of the seat<br />zzz<br />life has become wonderful recently<br />todae only 2 periods nid change seat<br />only for the 2 subjects nid change back original seat u can guess that<br />then so heng todae<br />after jin han turn<br />the number go back to 1<br />so i no nid to present<br />haha<br />my number juz after his<br />chem gt hw agn<br />it was the pass for getting into the chem lab agn<br />haiz<br />so wat to do<br />muz do until siao<br />tomorrow gt meeting sian<br />cuz of the leaders commensement day<br />nid prepare some of the items<br />so long nvr sms le<br />haha<br />managed to control it for a few days<br />for some reason<br />i keep feeling i can pass the A-maths reexam tis time<br />dun noe why<br />then after sch went to borrow book<br />cuz i finish my previous bk long ago<br />went to borrow anthony horowitz book which was my primary sch favourite<br />but maybe nt now<br />the librarian managed to help me find bk 8<br />thks a lot<br />been finding it for a long time<br />she go there found le<br />OMG so fast lor<br />i cant even see whr the book came from<br />of cuz lah<br />she experienced here haha<br />i'am talking to myself<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2782585484687109389?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-68140162376885806472009-07-07T16:56:00.004+08:002009-07-07T16:59:02.503+08:00Todae had no english lesson.<br />change seats agn as usual<br />except 2 lessons which we did nt dare to change<br />E-maths was interesting as usual<br />then A-maths was as usual making me sick<br />then bio was realli interesting<br />tis post is realli boring<br />A-maths retest tomorrow but there are hw todae<br />haiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6814016237688580647?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-16075932608472204262009-07-06T15:36:00.003+08:002009-07-06T15:44:53.963+08:00First thing first<br />thks for the people who enter my blog<br />thks yi ying and ee ling for tagging<br />secondly ee ling thks for the gratz.<br />third yiying<br />usually i everyday blog de<br />so i didn't use for so long becuz of repair so it is naturally long<br />and 1 last thing<br />jia you to u too<br />ps for lazy to tagged in yr blog<br />so surprised 6 ppl enter my blog<br />thks<br />todae was rushing my hist hw cuz i gt my com back<br />dun tink i can finish my chinese hw<br />anyway i'm glad that i realli did my hw<br />cuz usually i dun bother<br />yes yiying i have found my goal<br />and all the way to pursue it<br />i realli nid to buck up<br />or else is gg to my O-levels le<br />and i will lose to my sis<br />can't let it happen can i, no<br />hui xin cheer up<br />let nature take its course<br />1 day yr dream will come true<br />so no point rushing it down<br />1 day he will come to realise it<br />afterall<br />man only realised their mistakes after they have lose it<br />but is nt too late but as long as they realised it<br />and turn back to repent on their mistakes<br />there is no man that won't make mistakes<br />but when u make it<br />u muz know it and change it<br />that is what a human should do.<br />tis morning didn't went for badminton<br />surprisingly<br />usually go everyday de<br />but at least i muz slim down<br />or else it is gone case in NS<br />anything i nt gonna give up on anything<br />life may be seem shyt at times<br />but we muz always preserve the hope<br />without hope everything is gone<br />there a saying<br />there will be a rainbow after rain<br />thats why i nvr giv up when failure is on me<br />OMG<br />i can't believe<br />the guy who was always negative become so positive le<br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1607593260847220426?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-57061061925095850302009-07-05T17:33:00.004+08:002009-07-05T17:36:27.074+08:00I did my holiday hw todae<br />at least i finish eng<br />seriously i am proud of myself<br />dun say i arrogant<br />cuz todae i spent the whole day doing hw<br />usually i dun<br />thats why i say i am proud of myself<br />i am starting to take the first step<br />my family went out todae except me<br />as i didn't wna to go<br />i went to do hw agn<br />after checking all the eng words<br />i went to youtube<br />and seriously found a very good mmv maker<br />serious admire him how he can do it tis way<br />although he say it was experiment<br />but it was nicely done<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5706106192509585030?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-1936765324896958942009-07-04T15:43:00.003+08:002009-07-04T16:04:32.784+08:00sry ee ling<br />didn't post on my blog<br />so surprise that actually some1 go visit my blog<br />cuz it is like nobody tagged de<br />com finally fixed le after the holiday<br />i gonna chiong all the com hw tis weekend<br />life has become so miserable all of a sudden<br />china student came that day and we were to buddy them<br />i been biased towards them since last yr<br />but tis yr i did okay<br />cuz my buddy tis yr was real okay<br />unlike last yr who keep scolding me<br />ps for giving u the cold shoulder on the first day<br />pardon me<br />anyway i am realli starting to hate jin han<br />argh<br />i juz realised i hate a lot of ppl<br />anyway i missed out lesson on A-maths<br />can some1 update me on it?<br />i failing it le<br />but i wan work harder<br />to be on a par or even better than patricia although i noe is impossible<br />hey who am i kidding<br />but at least i gonna try<br />if i nvr try<br />it's nt gonna happen<br />so juz give it a try<br />so i deleted all the games in my com after i gt it back tis afternoon<br />had a realli bz time cuz there were quite a lot and i gt some problems with the speakers<br />marlyna is still cheerful as usual<br />so funny<br />cuz i buddy her when we gone to JLP<br />u rox especially yr chinese<br />anjhana yr buddy pathetic cuz u nvr talk<br />juz talk in eng can liao<br />anyway i managed to sneak into sch on the first day even though they locked it<br />cuz they have a time for entering<br />then OM saw me and chased me out<br />OMG i realli hate u<br />anyway i may nt be going for CCA soon le<br />i gt suspended for 6 months for nt achieving all As<br />crazy isn't him<br />anyway my mind is realli confused<br />is a short pain or a long pain better<br />definitely a short pain<br />but i hate to do it<br />i juz have to clarify things with her<br />i juz hate the way she do things in front of me<br />anyway i juz have to work harder to be on a par with patricia<br />her results realli rox<br />i oso dun noe why i juz wan to chase up her results<br />i know she wouldn;t enter tis blog de<br />so ppl who saw tis blog dun tell her<br />otherwise kenna scolding agn<br />haha jkjk<br />but she realli fierce aren't she<br />i realli admire her<br />the gurl who dare to go up against me<br />nt afraiding of me<br />tis is true friendship<br />all the other friends are scared of me<br />i mean some of them<br />but she is nt afraid of her<br />thats why i respect and nvr lay a single finger on her before<br />after tis exam<br />i juz realised i realli been nt working<br />juz fooling around<br />anyway my new seating arrangement is beside patricia agn<br />i dun noe why<br />but thats gives me more motivation to be a par to her<br />for some reason<br />mr ng likes to put me beside all the pro ppl<br />guess that gives me the motivation<br />but i have been changing seat tis wk<br />sitting in front in stead<br />cuz ee ling wan to sit with her<br />then be it<br />she rox oso<br />can be so close to her<br />when they are only in the same cca<br />i sux with them members of my CCA<br />my temper sux<br />i noe i noe<br />i cant control it after such a long time<br />it has become a habit le<br />anyway thks hui xin for the listening ear<br />always listening to my trouble<br />i can always tell her my trouble without any worries<br />maybe becuz she in different sch from me<br />maybe?<br />or cuz she way younger than me<br />i'm realli old when talking to her<br />haha<br />she changed blogskin and song le<br />quite nice hui xin<br />jia you for yr vb and i will jia you for my goal<br />the only way i can win my sis is with the results i set<br />u muz or at least try to get less than 10<br />cuz my sis get 7<br />i have nvr lost to her before even in psle<br />so guess wat<br />i'm nt gonna lose to her even in Olevel<br />anyway chinese oral next next wk<br />i muz get distinction to get A1 in chinese<br />then i win her le<br />cuz she get A2<br />haha<br />i am ambitious i know<br />at least i hold the hope<br />without hope there would be no meaning living in tis world<br />so better to hold hope<br />and<br />end the pain<br />a short pain is definitely better than a long pain<br />so why nt<br />end it noe<br />i'm sorry<br />maybe u have been a substitute all tis while<br />even i'm nt sure of my feeling<br />i let u down<br />stupid isn't it<br />i dun noe my own feelings<br />maybe cuz yr back view realli resemble hers<br />i will change my blogskin when i have the time<br />cuz tis is realli old<br />but i will nt write one<br />i will juz hop over to blogskin.com and take one<br />lazy ppl are like that<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-193676532489695894?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-70319406542724440492009-06-14T15:10:00.002+08:002009-06-14T15:10:52.071+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">2 mre wks to sch le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">time to do hw le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">been slacking long enuff le</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7031940654272444049?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-55449722914347602242009-06-12T19:08:00.003+08:002009-06-12T19:10:28.570+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Todae audi lagging</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink is my com</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gonna do my hw le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i gonna achieve my goals</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">goals on the result</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">rest time have been enuff le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">if u guys cant find me in audi maybe </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i use the other acc</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">LoveHERForever</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">k u can try and go find</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">otherwise i tink is the other acc</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">xXLoveForeverXx</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my brother acc nt mine</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5544972291434760224?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-66246465003867898362009-06-11T20:21:00.004+08:002009-06-11T20:22:36.922+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">left 3 mill + le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">do license until no dens</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then went to buy a new set of clothes</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">look at yiying clothes and thought it was nice</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">seriously i tink her warthrobe mre items than mine</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then i fixed my com todae</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cuz it was super lag</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and now it is done</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i oso dun noe wat happened</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6624646500386789836?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-13662162781537691732009-06-10T19:30:00.003+08:002009-06-10T19:32:38.024+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">dun wan noe wats the problem</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">went to sch todae</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">discuss abt the camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">they are sick</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">tekan ppl until like that</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then didn't manage to ply audi todae</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">for some reason</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i lag until siao</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i nvr lag before</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and now i am lagging</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">dun noe why</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">or maybe it is the server problem</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway still cant pass lvl 19 license</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i am realli nub</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">ply so long le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">still cant pass the license</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wasted 200k on the license</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1366216278153769173?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-70492069485716171102009-06-09T20:50:00.002+08:002009-06-09T20:52:41.353+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">todae finally lvl 19 le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but no matter how long i took</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i cant pass the license</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i realli sux at perf</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and tis song i nvr heard before</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so it was especially hard for me to take the license</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i cant get perf</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">can get chain</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">took so long but still cant pass</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7049206948571617110?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-5074992624207164932009-06-08T18:38:00.003+08:002009-06-08T18:44:47.081+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">finally todae feeling a bit okay le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nt so tired le after a realli long sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">took out some of the qns and attempt the mcqs</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was lazy to do the others</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">at least i tried</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">juz nid to work harder</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">yiying nice blogskin</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and thks for the tag</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">how long have u nt visit my blog</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i change tis blogskin long ago</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway thks for visiting</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">afterall</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my blog became so dead after MYE</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the others no longer come in and tagged le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i was right</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">u realli wrote abt the star camp in yr blog</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the details</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so lets share some other things</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">some time being in the club have cons and pros</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">like during the camp yugin would sometime take me out for drinks</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so it was less hot</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i have the freedom of participating in the games</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it was like wat u said</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it was less challenging tis yr</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but being was a torture</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">if u guys didn't do the things assigned gud enuff</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i would be dragged by him to do</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so me and him alone</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">juz like keeping the tent</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">while u were eating yr lovely lunch</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i was packing the tents</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the way he describe is realli</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nvm nothing </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">had been with him for so long</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">how many ppl can stand his temper</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nt many</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">have a gud rest every1</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and work hard for the rest part of the yr</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cuz every1 muz make it for star</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">understand</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">how does u stay so cheerful i wonder ying</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">how did u get mre pro than me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">when u less active in audi than me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">life is weird</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and that ends my post</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-507499262420716493?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-53685988407620548532009-06-06T23:11:00.003+08:002009-06-06T23:22:10.086+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Firstly</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i have to say sry to those who visited </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but my blog is nt updated</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">been in camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and bz with some other things</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so less blogging recently</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">next satursday gonna have a camp agn to remind myself</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">k bak to the main pt</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">juz bak from star camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i wasted my time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">supposed to go there do support</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">bought a lot of equipment there tis time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but in the end</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">there was a change of plan</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and they didn't even use a single equipment</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was nt happy abt it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">having to bring so many equipment there</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wasted my time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lucky i was able to stick myself to group5</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">jin han group</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway my parents was very shocked when they saw me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i realli had a lot of unreported injuries in tis camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then rope burn and all that</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but it is nothing</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it will soon heal and it will be like nothing had happened</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">theme was actually pirates </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i can tell u it is very boring</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and the food sux too</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and my hp gt confiscated along with the rest</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then blah blah blah on all the events</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink yiying will update on it like she always does</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i was freak out during the nite walk</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">okay lah i admit</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i am afraid of the dark if i am alone</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i believe in those things</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i did nt do realli gud things</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so was realli frightened at there</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lucky i walked slow enuff for some crazy ppl to catch up</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">jin han zzz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink he oso a bit scared lor</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the place was realli dark</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and didn't have a chance to use the torchlight</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so travelling around was real hard</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i trip over the tree branch a few times</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but nvr report yr injuries</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">u will nt be able to ply</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway the most fun things in the camp is the belayer only</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">maybe spelling wrong</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but it is so cool lor</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the person life is in yr hands</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">had realli a long training on that</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">surprisingly i passed mine pretty quickly</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">in less than 5 mins i supposed</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and off i am to support those ppl</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">had rope burn becuz of that</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway those junior sec aren't realli entu</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so realli hard</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">jin han group haiz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hint so obvious to them</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">they still dun wan to tink</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and make a mistake became the last group</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gt a lot of insect bite</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">didn't manage to sleep at nite</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cuz gt 1 idiot disturbing ppl at nite</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">irritating throughout the whole camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">still go scam teacher in order to eat earlier</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway yugin thx for the ride home</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">maybe describe mre tomorrow ba</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">tired todae le</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5368598840762054853?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-68338822035294965112009-06-01T22:23:00.002+08:002009-06-01T22:25:09.510+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">seriously lazing around at home the whole day</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nvr do any hw</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">dun feel like doing it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i wan rest a while mre</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but after rest</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i gonna work like a bull</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">maybe wrong description</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">maybe i cant make it oso</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6833882203529496511?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-69082059696639460712009-06-01T08:32:00.003+08:002009-06-01T08:34:45.640+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">holiday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lazing at home now</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nothing better to do</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">dun feel like spamming hw so fast</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so slack lor</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">went to see janet blog</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">looks so fun</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and abt priority seat</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">zzz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">going to star camp soon</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but i realli dun wan to go</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">heard that fat ass going oso</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my life gonna be terrible</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i am nt gonna have any fun</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gonna be doing support throughout the whole camp</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wa lao</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">sec3 camp tink oso nid support</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so troublesome</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">shoik le lor</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">no nid ply at all le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wat is tis</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6908205969663946071?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-67312007330636709042009-05-31T08:51:00.003+08:002009-05-31T08:56:14.776+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">tis 2 days plying audi</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">been training BU</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">normal ppl would start with lvl 1 right</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i started with lvl 3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and all the song ppl say is difficult</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">like can can</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">flying duck</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">techno party</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and others</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nvm</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i manage to get less than 100 misses</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nothing to say le bb</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6731200733063670904?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-22916951339751538572009-05-30T09:20:00.003+08:002009-05-30T09:24:27.579+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">tomorrow so late then reach home</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nid to stay bak for parents meeting</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so decided nt to go home liao</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lazy sia</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gt bak my report bk</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was realli disappointed with the results</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">realli sux</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lvl ranking 108 leh</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i had nvr before exceed tis before</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cfm kik out of star liao</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was supposed to prepare for the camp equipment yesterday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">during the waiting time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but in the end ended up sleeping</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">having fever agn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">temperature quite high</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">how long has it been le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">2wks sia</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it juz wouldn't subside permently</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i would work harder for next exam le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i cant get such results next time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i wan go shanghai sia</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so i cannot get kik out</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gambeteh</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway gt 1 junior commended i am unusual</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">zzz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">funny and strict</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nvm abt that</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">that end my post</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">having a bad cough the whole nite</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">couldn't sleep at all</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2291695133975153857?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-17622122927235267452009-05-28T17:59:00.003+08:002009-05-28T18:11:49.448+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">my new blogskin</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but apparently</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">ppl nvr went in my blog agn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">y?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway tis blogskin nt i write de agn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lazy le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">went for lessons until 3.45</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was supposed to attend a course</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was chosen</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">sian</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but when reach there</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">already end</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but through the brochure</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i finish all the task in 10 mins</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">to me it was quite fast</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">happy birthday to fang ru on monday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was yr brithday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but ps i realli forgot yr present</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i was sick for 2 wks le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i am realli weak</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">aren't i?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the medicine doesn't seems to work</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">or my body is juz too weak</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">have been sleeping all the time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then todae at sch</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">slept most of the time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">fever came bak agn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so tired</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">especially during physics lesson</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lucky watch video </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">use the time to sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then another thing is MT lesson</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">had to ply a lame game</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but TX was still the best</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">1 person own all the class</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but why haven't u update yr LJ</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">junior and a step down senoir steading currently</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">look disgusting sia</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">go duty area flirt everyday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hugging each other</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but nvm i dun care</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was supposed to help out at CCA</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but in the end</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my things ended at 5.30</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">which i tink they are already done</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so i went home</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and off to sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then wake up</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">seriously high fever</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but nvm</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">ltr go eat some medicine can le</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">should be ba</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">anyway ranking was 100</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">from ppl who told me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i did nt expect to be so gd actually</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cause i realli did nt work realli hard tis time</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i was sick during the whole exam</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so i only study half the items only</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but i realli wanted to study</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so illness drag on</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and became worse</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">although i had started to study real early</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but it seems that during exam time i totally forgotten it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so cannot realli say i nvr study</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i realli work very hard for some of the papers although i was sick</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my result was of cuz nt desired</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i gt only 1 A i tink</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and the other all C</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i realli did nt expect to get any C</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">realli disappointed in myself</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but i will work even harder</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">failed A-maths</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">required to come bak and retest</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">tis time i will passed de</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">for the 2 maths paper</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">my mind went blank</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">guess i haven't studied enuff ba</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gambeteh myself</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gonna get a warning letter real soon</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">already failed the expectations of a star scholar</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">then agn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i missed my trip to shanghai</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">another thing is next friday</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">star camp gonna be held</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">same location with sec 3 camp sia</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">dun wanna be like tis</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">heard it was at seragoon</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">no reception</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but i am sec3 star</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">so tis time was nt camper</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">supposed to be facilitator</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">was realli disappointed</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">cuz i didn't get to be one</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i was told the flow of event</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it was real fun</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and i realli hope i can partipate in it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i was assigned a photographer for the whole of the 2 days</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">realli boring job aren't it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i appealed</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but it didn't work</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink they scared juniors offend me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but realli assigned me something stupid</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i am like nt part of the camp lor</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">nvm talk next time ba</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">talk realli a lot tis time</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1762212292723526745?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-18005162660461889842009-05-20T22:27:00.003+08:002009-05-20T22:29:13.395+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">exams finally over</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but had a feeling gonna fail a lot of subjects</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">supposed to be enjoying now</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but so sick</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">until i was sleeping the whole day</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so wat does tis mean?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am nt supposed to have a rest?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even after the exam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even though i noe i work hard for it</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1800516266046188984?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-27799727889352595772009-05-17T15:11:00.003+08:002009-05-17T15:14:33.908+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">freak off wei jian</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">u son of *****</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">better fk off</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun force me to break my record of calling gang on my CCA members</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">better scram</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am sec3 </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun forget</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and u are only sec1</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">u wan ply is it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i can abuse my authority in the CCA</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">until u cannot survive inside</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and would quit</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun force me to do it </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause things i gonna get ugly</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">some ppl will noe it well enuff</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i dun care wat others thinks </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">after wat i did</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">my conscience is clear</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am nt afraid</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and i am nt in the wrong</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2779972788935259577?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-21173542353413890072009-05-17T12:07:00.003+08:002009-05-17T12:08:07.171+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">3 mre papers mre to go</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">JY everybody</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nothing to say le ba</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz that the E-maths and bio </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">paper was quite easy</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2117354235341389007?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-26130842113237255662009-05-13T11:37:00.003+08:002009-05-13T11:38:32.648+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">todae paper was quite okay to me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">although the others say is tough</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe something wrong with me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and i would fail tis paper</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but todae</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">both maple and audition cant in</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so now watching anime then ltr go revise</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">humans nid break mah</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then todae gt course de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but didn't go</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nid time to rest and study instead</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2613084211323725566?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-11602056659700417512009-05-12T11:01:00.000+08:002009-05-12T11:02:49.281+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_DAM04iFNSEw/SgjmzOzwCFI/AAAAAAAAABk/rMPnghtrCQg/s1600-h/2009_5_9_14.29.57.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334767526443223122" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_DAM04iFNSEw/SgjmzOzwCFI/AAAAAAAAABk/rMPnghtrCQg/s320/2009_5_9_14.29.57.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1160205665970041751?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-77819300156323172612009-05-12T10:59:00.003+08:002009-05-12T11:03:42.668+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Todae paper was okay<br />then went home straight after that<br />and here i am blogging<br />cause 10+ can go home le<br />oso the same with tomorrow i tink<br />hui xin change blogskin agn<br />changing so often<br />whr she get the time to do so</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and above is my audi pic</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the first guy in front wearing white</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">it looks super ugly i noe</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7781930015632317261?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-20959967938492089302009-05-09T14:16:00.002+08:002009-05-09T14:17:30.270+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">it is seriously so sad</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">todae and yesterday went to read my favourite bk</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">which i had borrowed long ago but didn't have time to read</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so tis 2 days didn't study juz read books</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i was expecting a happy ending</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wheby the world would be saved</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">in the end</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">there was such a tramatic twist to it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvm then getting emo le</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2095996793849208930?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-66718527045442788122009-05-09T09:37:00.004+08:002009-05-09T14:18:02.994+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">was realli emo yesterday<br />the a maths paper was realli difficult to me<br />i guess i didn't study hard enuff<br />gonna get kik out le<br />cause he already warn no failing of subjects<br />then gone case<br />i nid to study harder for my other exams le<br />wish me gud luk<br />and wish u guys gud luk oso</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-6671852704544278812?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-75665179315268845862009-05-07T14:16:00.003+08:002009-05-07T14:19:09.918+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Didn't have enuff time to finish the paper todae</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe it was easy or difficult</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i realli dun noe</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">lucky the things that came out i studied all le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">bb nothing to say le mah</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">ps hui xin </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">didn't realize didn't link u</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but done le</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-7566517931526884586?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-50231618089560282202009-05-06T16:36:00.003+08:002009-05-06T16:39:33.334+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">my new blogskin guys</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">pls comment on it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am fascinated with vampires recently</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe after exam go bak watch vampire knight agn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i siao de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and thks hui xin a lot for helping out with the skin</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">btw</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">tis skin is nt written by me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i lazy write tis time</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5023161808956028220?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-83145377249258978412009-05-06T14:03:00.003+08:002009-05-06T14:07:14.302+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">my 170 posts le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">anyway nid to thks ms lim for the e-maths coaching</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then todae was realli tired</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then dozed off a few times in a-maths</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then went chem</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and the teacher gave us 2 types of chocolate</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">a sun made up of ice cream sticks that we once used to do</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">oso keep taking photos</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">OMG</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">she is interesting</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and too free</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but i like bio lesson todae</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then chiong home todae</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">before i noe it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i was at home le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">parents nvr buy lunch for me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvm guess i gonna miss le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then ltr seriously nid go sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">bb</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-8314537724925897841?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-21393002335914608312009-05-05T22:03:00.004+08:002009-05-05T22:07:43.911+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">i juz can tell u</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i stared at the paper </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">it was difficult to me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvm </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">already over </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">tink abt others le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">thks for ms lee and hui xin for tagging</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">btw</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the person u scolding</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun waste yr saliva on her sia</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">insulting her juz stain yr character</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz call some ppl go settle her can le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe u dun even wan settle her</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dirty yr hands</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then agn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">miracle kik u right</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvm</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">giv me some time</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i go chiong to lvl 21 </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then i go create a fam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">u be jr master k?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then we chiong our own fam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">no nid care abt that stupid fam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and no nid link him le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">since he do nt even cared abt it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">can juz cancelled the link</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">anyway jyjy for yr MYE</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and vb dun sux</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz that some dogs dun noe how to appreaciate it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">that dog dun care abt it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">spoil yr mood</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">k bb le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and 1 last thing</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">how to call or sms u when u nvr giv me yr number !!!</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">zzz</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">bb</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2139300233591460831?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-84701404844673858582009-05-04T22:25:00.004+08:002009-05-04T22:38:51.766+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Tomorrow the exam officially starts<br />i dun wan to fall at tis stg<br />after how far i had gone<br />i dun wan to fail here<br />once i had fall<br />it would be impossible for me to pick myself up<br />i oso noe wat is my problem<br />i have been trying hard to curb it<br />but it dun seem to</span> <span style="color:#6633ff;">work</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i always have difficulties studying</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i always tend to fell asleep</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">feel like eating</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">feel like playing com</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">feel like watching Tv</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">tis are all my problems</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and believe me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">there are mre to it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz to much that i cant say it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am ashamed of myself</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">my life wasn't like that in the past</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">when i was in primary sch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i could study for mre than 4 hrs till the wee hrs</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and still can survive</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but now it all seem impossible</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wat has become of me?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">ireversible change</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">like how a enzyme denatured and cannot be revived</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz plainly waiting for his death</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">getting so stressed up</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">very bad tempered recently</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe cuz of the exam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">todae officially surrender all the CCA things to the chairman</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">during tis period</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i only wan to study and nothing else</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so i am nt doing CCA anymre</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">weird things have been recently happening to me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and i realli dun noe y</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">could tis be retribution</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe yes or no</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i hadn't realli treat ppl very well</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even though i noe that</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">change so much since coming to secondary sch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvr used to use all the vulgarities</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvr used to raise my voice</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">always respecting my friends and teachers</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but things were different now</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">always threatening to beat somebody up</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i realli hate tis sch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">always have irritating ppl irritating me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i hate my CCA</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i hate my class oso</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">it is so stressed up here</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wonder y the others do nt have the same problem as me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">or they have lesser than mine</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">some ppl realli seem so relaxed</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">can go somewhr else hang out till very late</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i started to treat my work very seriously</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but there are others who are nt taking it serious</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but y are they getting results better than me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">always using hp during lesson time</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">councillor somemore</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">is tis even acceptable</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvr handling up hw</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and getting better results than me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i realli felt stupid</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">todae was quite surprising</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i was able to stay in my rm and studied compo for 1 hr</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvr before i had study tis long before without doing other things</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">actually i had decided to study the moment i reached home</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but wat happened</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i went to play audi</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so wat is tis</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so unacceptable of me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nowadays i realli hate the teachers'</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">realli disrespect them</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even i noe it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i hate tis terrible world</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">whr so much pressure is on us</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but some ppl are able to handle it well</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">unlike the stupid me who is going bonkers soon</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">that is still a lot that have yet to be expressed</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but seriously nobody actually come in and read my blog</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am such a shyt person</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i noe it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">my temper</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">my attitude</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">although i have been trying to change it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but to no success</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">taking things for granted</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-8470140484467385858?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-27278669030661529152009-04-30T17:19:00.002+08:002009-04-30T17:23:06.631+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Nothing interest happen todae</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">was told shanghai trip cancelled</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">to be true </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">a little disappointed</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then went through a lot of revision todae with the teachers</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then tis morning almost late for duty</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause i 6 then wake up</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">6.30 then leave sch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so i wan rushing all</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i always told my junior nt to be late</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so how can i be late then</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but was super lucky</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">exactly 7.00</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so was nt considered</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even i am late </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">they cant do anything to me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nt that i am abusing my authority or something</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then tis saturday gt 2 remedial</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">history and A-maths</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">stressed up</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">next tuesday gt E-maths remedial</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but i seriously wan to get gud for tis exam</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the teacher already set the standard le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">top 40% of my cohore</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">which was abt top 80</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">muz get into it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">JYJY to myself and everyone</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-2727866903066152915?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-44659599713752391232009-04-29T14:20:00.004+08:002009-04-29T14:23:46.457+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">164 posts le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but however</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the feelings i am feeling now when i am writing tis post is different</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">todae the star teacher get all of the scholars to come after sch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">he gave us a talk</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">in actual fact</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the case has become serious le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause the tone in his voice is different</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">pressing all of the stress on me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">finding it mre difficult to breathe</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i juz have to work harder</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i cant offord to fail here</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i have come so far</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nt to fail here</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i have worked so hard</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">oso nt to fail here</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but to succeed</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nvm</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">nothing</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">juz pretend i nvr write anything</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-4465959971375239123?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-11127585878864919132009-04-28T19:26:00.004+08:002009-04-28T19:36:28.919+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">todae nothing interesting happen<br />then went for healthcheck<br />my backbone finally straight le<br />then went back home<br />life so boring<br />the sam go chiong a-maths agn<br />siao de<br />then afterwards<br />at home<br />i went to destressed<br />a female warrior cause i use my sis acc<br />then fighter acc<br />lvl 35<br />didn't noe fighter was so zai even though i am nt pure<br />dex base 60 which is very high<br />str 120+<br />which is very low<br />all eqs clean<br />then lvl 35<br />i asking for rm3/4<br />max troj and spd<br />ppl see me thought i nub<br />then go inside<br />play 1 rd'<br />lol win them<br />didn't noe fighter dmg so high de<br />but so boring<br />then chiong a little while become lvl 37<br />i noe my class de ppl super rich and pro no nid come in kp me de<br />but seriously i didn't realize that tis job dmg so zai de<br />nothing say le ba<br />bb</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1112758587886491913?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-18048195521476325302009-04-27T19:58:00.003+08:002009-04-27T20:06:21.983+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Sian tomorrow have 2 tests</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">sick of life le lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">keep having test recently </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">when it is so near to MYE now</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then todae go to sch a little siao lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">recently had to study really hard</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">really stressed up</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">todae went to take 5 stations</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">failed agn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">keep scolding the teacher for wasting my time lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then take ht and weight</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">177cm and 101 kg</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">grow fatter le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">sian lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then todae lessons until 6pm sia</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so late</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the teacher waste a lot of time lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">go teach back the old things</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause gt ppl nvr come for saturdays lesson</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">maybe u might tink i am selfish</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but i tink</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">he should nt even be teaching other stuff that he taught before</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the others they nvr come</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">actually nt our problem lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">they choose nt to come de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wat for waste time on them</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">tell them learn themselves</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">even u can say we are behind times</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then u go bak teach them</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">they choose nt to go for the lesson de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">unless they say gt competition </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then i accept lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">otherwise totally unacceptable</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i dun care wat u guys think of me lah</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i noe i am being selfish like that</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but i cannot help it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause i seriously wan to get gud results</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">thats why i am struggling so hard</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i am nt talented lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">no nid study can get zai marks de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">sry i am totally nt tis type</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">although ppl in my CCA says i am smart</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but i cant said it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">is because they stupid and lazy lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">either one of each</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">always dun wan go study de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">exam time ask me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">hey</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wan go cyber cafe or nt</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">as if i gt the time to spare for them</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but no offence</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then i gt so irritated with syafie and yong yang lor tis lunch</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">darn it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so darn noisy</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i sleeping then wat they did</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">talking abt porn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then whole crowd of ppl there listening to it</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then gt all the screaming part</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then talk abt breasts parts and all that</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i was like so gonna bash them up lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">disgusting freaks</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">worse than me lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and they directly telling the gurls lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i wan yr boobs</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then was like the gurls didn't mind</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">retarded lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">they can even treat tis as a joke</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">why dun they spent tis time to study or take a rest like me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">waste time on useless things</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">no offence to all the ppl i been scolding</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i juz dun like it</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-1804819552147632530?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8495934187765205190.post-50610194056251438172009-04-25T22:15:00.003+08:002009-04-25T22:22:25.691+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">Thks for the ppl who tag me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">recently been mre bz so haven't been blogging</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then tis morning went to A-maths</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i seriously hate merging class lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">their class is like so noisy lor</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">ppl playing hp</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so obvious</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun wan get gud marks</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">better get lost</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">dun disturb our class</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">we wan to get gud marks</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then ltr go home</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">went to kpq using a nub acc</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then gt some idiots keep summoning jr balrog </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">so many ppl died</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">went to audi for a while</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">realised hack gonna nt work on ubp soon</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause tis few days </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i cant hack ubp</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">score keep freeze</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then after that nothing to do</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">go spam kpq agn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">read bks</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">interesting de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then todae dun feel like doing anything</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">after that evening</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">went to play badminton</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but so much skills lost le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause very long nvr play le</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">but after half and hr of play</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">gain bak 50% of the skills</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">the others still nid to train</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">cause nid to be flexible</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">which have to play frequently</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">intending on playing tomorrow agn</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">last time i so pro de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">30 mins </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">only tis amount of time</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">any type of ball i forgot wat is the ball for badminton</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">will spoil de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i so hard de</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then receive msn from chek hui</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">did u play badminton</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i was like</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">how did he noe !!!</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then went to eat and sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and now blogging le</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8495934187765205190-5061019405625143817?l=myinteresting3-4life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Meng Chuannoreply@blogger.com0